Memories Extinguished

I'm living in hell
Much like a low-budget porn
Everywhere I look is catastrophy
Endless vision of chaos
Speeds before my eyes
Life changes in the flick of an ash
Right now you wish you were
Somewhere else-someone else
Doing something-fucking the one
We never get what we want
Hope is a useless figment
Of human perception and imagination
Mysteries are nothing but questions
Waiting for an answer
Using my mistakes against you
Is the only chance I have to win