Fucktarded Bitch

Surround myself in a cloud of denial
Eat the shit forced upon me
Day after day,its always the same
Nothing ever seems to change
Never have what is needed
Buried under prosthetic appendages
Couldnt survive if I wanted to
Is there even a point in trying?
I have no life,no one to love
Lashing out towards others
Only works for so long
Cant blame everyone else for my problems
Even if it feels that good
Wish I could forget the ugliness you brought!