For My Daddy

Looking into the same damn faces
Day after day,I cant erase this
Living like an unseen martyr
Cant believe I was the fire starter
Building up inside my body
Begging to become somebody
Bottled emotions,I lost the top
Spilling over my body drops
Into a canyon of self pity
Smothering with my rotten dignity
I'm stuck in a trip of the past
Vision fading,I'm dying fast
Last chance-I hate you all
Struggling to breathe in the life
Given to me by a great mans wife
Will he even see me there,
Or will he not seem to care?
I lived my life only for him
Now all the lights have gone dim